Could this get any more motherfucking accurate????? I think not.
I thought I knew what it felt like to be truly happy. I mean, given, my life has been /far/ from easy, but still, even back in Hot Shot, there were moments — brief increments of time — where I had experienced joy. But true happiness, the kind that radiates from within, I never knew /that/ kind of happiness until I met Colton.
Colton never fails to amaze me. Everyday there is something new that makes me love him even more than the day before. And that feeling, of falling in love all over again, every day…..I want that feeling to last forever. The past month has been amazing. But I also know that it’s just the tip of the iceberg. It’s just the beginning, the start, the first steps toward our journey of life and love.
The anniversary gifts from him, the boat and the car, were incredible. But the material things, the house and the car and the boat and the money….all those things are just the icing on the cake. Without Colton by my side, none of it would mean anything. I’m not quite sure he understands what he means to me, and that he’s given me more, just by loving me, than I ever could have hoped for.
Took pictures of the new Cross Family Boat to show Crystal.. Inside & out.. Even the bedroom.. [Bites my lip] Also.. I traded in my Lexus for a new one.. More room then my sports model.. It’s our one month married.. I love my wife & love making her happy.. Even if I’m not to sure I’m all that great at it sometimes… Let’s just hopes she loves these gifts.. Plus, she still has a few more coming her way..